If my life is for rent and I don't learn to buy
Well, I deserve nothing more than I get
'Coz nothing I have is truly mine...
- Life For Rent by Dido

Straight people...
Why do straight people assume every one around them is straight then make homophobic jokes and false statements about gay people?
- Walking In The Prairies > Homophobes and their Homophobias > May 8 2008

It's really disappointing that I can't believe they have been VERY true... I just hate being with my new friends. It's actually not their fault but it's MY fault not to make them understand me. Can't they even get what I really mean behind all my false yet silly jokes and flirts?

I think I can't do anything more about it but staying away from them. I thought I will have a lot of friends who will understand and accept me. But it seems that I'm the one who has put too much expectations in my life. I realize that I've now learned a lesson...

I've been searching,
For acceptation.
I've been waiting,
For the one to come.
I've been appreciating
For the gifts that God has given me.
Somehow...
I've been hoping,
For a rainbow to come after a pouring rain.