☼ The Dreamer's Diary ☼

I've had enough listening to my dad's "lecture" about his dreams of my marriage for about three or four months to me. But I didn't mean to tell him the truth this afternoon that I don't wanna get married (with a woman) and have children while he was driving me and my mom home from my sister's place. I understand that he was so shocked and at the same time, disappointed with my sincere answer to his "dreams". All of us then went into deep silence in the moving vehicle until we all reached home...

I'm so sorry that I accidentally gave him the first hint of confession to my own dad about my sexual orientation. I really didn't mean to do that...

Offered myself to help my dad pasting the poetic banners he has written for upcoming Chinese New Year just now. He was talking to me like usual... I know it's obvious that he was trying to break the ice... But is he trying to accept the fact?

I've found out most part of the explanation in the video seem to be true for me. Anyways, This animated video will actually tell you the answers...

I really love to observe so that I can remember what I see. That’s why I love to learn about different cultures all around the world. From observing what my friends around me, what they’re wearing, what their expressions are like, what they are doing to every single bit of details and flaws on objects, the habit of doing so seems to be addicted.

I observed the table of grades published for the Mid Term Examinations at the school bulletin board during lunch. As I looked at the table, I’ve found that the results of practical assessment in terms of assignments and presentations are so unfair. For me, I only get 8 out of 10 points for Marketing Presentations. Comparing to other students, I only get very average marks as I really tried my very best to complete the works.

I also observed some of my classmates with other students whom I do not know at a school hall for their choir rehearsal today by letting myself sitting alone at a corner of the room. For their choir performance, the song they’re singing is the newly composed school anthem by one of the senior students who is much more talented in music. They were really great at singing during the session but I don’t feel any passion from them for the school itself.

Seeing them gathering together around singing the song somehow makes me feeling even more boundaries in between. This kind of a feeling is just the same as the feelings I had towards my ex-classmates for the last school semester… Am I actually the one who doesn’t belong?

Hung out at nearby McDonalds with my best friend. We bought ourselves fries and chit-chatted for 30 minutes about how suck our life has been at school before going home... How far can I take my own path of life to observe?

THE RIGHT BRAIN

• You take notes but lose them. You may have a hard time keeping track of your research
  
• You might have a hard time making up your mind
  
• You are good with people
  
• You don't fall for practical jokes as easily as some
  
• You seem dreamy, but you're really deep in thought
  
• People may have told you you're psychic
  
• You like to write fiction, draw, or play music
  
• You might be athletic
  
• You like mystery stories
  
• You take time to ponder and you think there are two sides to every story
  
• You may lose track of time
  
• You are spontaneous
  
• You’re fun and witty
  
• You may find it hard to follow verbal directions
  
• You are unpredictable
  
• You get lost
  
• You are emotional
  
• You don't like reading directions
  
• You may listen to music while studying
  
• You read lying down
  
• You may be interested in “the unexplained”
  
• You are philosophical