☼ The Dreamer's Diary ☼

It has been said that a "real man" do not care about his facial appearance in public. Thus, makeups had then became a taboo for men in real life but NOT until this era. These years, there has been a number of men who wear makeups when they perform at TV shows and concerts. But do you actually know that makeups has become more acceptable among men than before? These makeups include mascara, black eyeliner (recently called "guyliner" among men), and black eye shadow.

There are actually some popular male singers and celebrities who popularize the usage of eyeliner among men in real life. They are:

1) Russell Brand (British Comedian, Actor, Radio Presenter)
2) Pete Wentz (Member of the band Fall Out Boy)
3) Johnny Depp (Captain Jack in the movie Pirates of the Caribbean)
4) David Philippe Desrosiers (Bassist and backing vocalist for the band Simple Plan)
5) Billie Joe Armstrong (Vocalist for the band Green Day)

According to an article from SexEtc.org, a survey has been done on a number of people what their opinion about men wearing eyeliner would be. As the result, they think that it’s a matter of self-expression and personal taste. You can read the article HERE

P/S: I'm also using eyeliner and I think it's an artistic way to express your feelings.

A lot of classmates and friends didn't want to attend the music club for guitar lesson this evening. So I ended up going there myself just with a classmate. There were also non-members entered the room to see the lesson. A new instructor came in the room to teach guitar for the day but there were only four people including me and the instructor who brought guitars for lessons. Because of that, most people on the floor were being nagged by the instructor for almost an hour...

I was quite embarrassed just because people were amazed to see me using a left handed guitar in the room for lesson. I wonder what looked special about me using it... But currently i have some difficulties pressing strings on the frets with my right hand because it lacks of strength. Maybe I need LOTS and LOTS of practices... That's all for today... I'm heading out again for some chats... (*giggles)

It has been a few days since my last Blog post. At last, I'm very happy that my friends and I have finally completed our final assignment for Arts. Hurray for me that I don't have to take another annoying sleepover session anymore!!! In class, we shared the room with another team members who did something related to our artworks. As presenters, we were totally shocked and surprised that we have attracted a lot of people outside to be our audiences. Without wasting anymore time... Here are the photos below that show what we've actually done:

It was my duty to draw. For display images, I sketched the image of the pelvis from a website.Using linear techniques with a charcoal pencil, I draw out the tones and the shadows to form texture.
One of my finished artwork... I hope you like it!Another drawing from me... The human skullThis is what my team members have done for the 2D artwork that can be touched. The media we used includes newspapers, PVA glue, tissue, cardboard, and A2 paperOur 3D model... The bleeding skull!!!The glowing bloody skull lantern beside is also our 3D artwork

It was just another hard day spending the night to get the Art Assignment done. But it's still left unfinished. So I'll be having another sleepover session with my friends again tomorrow night... What a life...

I've been sweating a lot these days that has made me lost some weight due to extreme hot weather outside.

It was late evening when I chat online with my family yesterday. Suddenly, I got pulled out from the room by a lot of friends from another tutorial group who also came to finish up their assignments to go downstairs. And when I arrived downstairs, I saw the guy... he was blindfolded. After that, one of them, who pulled me downstairs, told him to remove the cloth that blindfolded him.

"Look at him... So he's your REWARD for your punishment for being late... Now KISS HIM!" She said.

I was totally shocked and quickly said "NO" because it is really awkward for me to receive a kiss from a guy who already has a girlfriend. But he was just feeling relax and kissed me at the lips... Everyone was shocked but somewhat amazed... But I feel nothing from the kiss... Maybe I'm still thinking of "him"... Maybe I still want "him" to be mine... But it's totally impossible... So how long does it actually take in order to get someone over at 100%?

Oh... NOT AGAIN?!

I've had enough doing all these Art assignment crap that I have to visit to my friends' house to have another sleepover again. It's not that I hate to live outside but I still don't understand why I have to sleep over at their house using their stuffs in their room. I don't feel comfortable and I don't like it!

Even worse, I've recently skipped dinner time that has made me feel hungrier and hungrier just to get the works done. ARGH! I need burger right now... I want more MEAT!!! I NEED FOOD IN TIME!!!

I know I feel quite loopy today but the weather is really hot that has made me sweating continuously all over my body influencing my mood. You'll have to excuse my behavior for this time... but I really need plenty of water to calm myself up...

Howdy, how are y'all doing? This is just a short update to tell you guys that I'm now having a sleepover at 2 friends' house to finish up some final assignments for Arts at school. Since I'm using other person's computer, I will not be replying the messages at the Chatbox for today. Now, I've got to listen to the musics I've put in this Blog. I thought it has some kind of an error but it was just short updates from Imeem.com ...

I miss my guitar at this moment... It's sad that I've forgotten to bring it this morning as I'll be having a lesson during musics club tomorrow evening. Not just my beloved guitar I've just gotten but also boxes of stationery which are actually very important to be used in lessons. In conclusion, I've got a lesson that shows me something; Arts Assignments have given me headaches...

Although Arts assignment has distracted me from a lot of things, I'm still recalling some bad memories I had before... especially him... It's not that I'm still missing him but I want to know when will my 'other half of me' appear to me? Maybe I'm just thinking too much...

... maybe...

Love... What is that? For me, it's almost an impossible thing to be happened in my life. Like the shadows being cast out from the dark castles full of auras of the devils, it is seemed that it is very difficult to find the source of hope... the light from the deepest core of my heart. I do miss the sunshine of the pasts, but always wanted to ignore the tree of the childhood which has been striken by the thunder full of suffering souls in the Octagram Temple. But what I can only do is just keep walking in the prairies in front of my eyes where the diversities of irreversible roads of the future exist. How long do I have to walk in order to reach for a place where the eternal of true Love exists?

There was one time I stopped by at the backyard of the school during lunch, wondering why I always feel left alone although I have lots of friends. Now, being rejected by a lot of people who always has shown frowns on me is no longer a big deal just because of the false side of personality in me. I still don't know why I'm keeping my true self frozen inside me... What would they think about me if they had met my true form?

It rained outside again this afternoon. Whenever I see the raindrops falling from the infinite sky, I always feel that the paradise is crying for me to clean away the feeling of despair inside. The tapping sounds of the droplets that have fallen onto the ground has now become the most soothing melody that can only calm my heart. Maybe it is indeed true that the water has the ability of reflecting out the memories and emotions that has been kept for long time.

Besides, I have also realized the paths on the prairies are not that easy to be traveled on as the grasses with thorns of regrets grow faster and faster in time. I insisted and pushed myself forward to travel on my bare feet for further adventures in life to see my path of future life and career. I walk faster and faster but I never know where I'm heading to... What kind of destination will I end up one day? What kind of scenery will I able to see along the way? I don't know... but I want to know...

I never knew about this until I read a blog post from SexEtc.org. A mayonnaise commercial that shows two men kissing, raises controversy in UK. According to the article, it is supposed to run for five weeks , but Heinz pulled the commercial after just one week because some people who watched it felt it is inappropriate to see two men kissing. Fortunately, Heinz still decided to run the ad anyway. Watch the commercial below:

Do you actually know that this song by Don McLean actually describes Vincent Van Gogh, the famous artist's artworks? Enjoy the slideshow below:

Oh My God~ I can't believe it... I have actually bought my 1st acoustic guitar yesterday at the capital city!!! It just looks exactly as above... Thanks to Luke for introducing such a great shop that sells left handed guitar SET at quite low prices! Thanks to my dad for providing some money for me to buy one too... Now I have my own guitar to be used in school music club.

Final Examinations are coming near soon... I don't think I'll update posts that much during this month as I will be busy preparing for them as well as presentations and some final assignments. It is seemed that the school semester runs faster than what I expected... So that's it for now. Talk with you again soon!