Why??? Why ME???

I really don't like this Chinese New Year... It's irritating!!!

I don't really mean offensive to say this but things have actually happened too much during this Chinese New Year... It doesn't feel like Chinese New Year at all as I'm sandwiched between this celebration and upcoming final examinations... Even the family dinner was simply ruined by my own dad for not joining in the table purposely although my mom and I had begged him to join... Urrgh~~~ I wonder what was wrong with him!!! I don't want this kind of family dinner~

Then, there isn't anyone visiting my house for this so-called celebration at all. Yes, I admit that I'm quite lonely sitting alone at home without any old friends coming to have some noise. The whole neighborhood I live has been so quiet that not even a single "pop" of the firecracker for the first two days of celebration in the whole neighborhood I live as well... Damn it! I hate this kind of loneliness...

Besides, all I have done in this week are just eat, eat and EAT... Therefore, I need to lose more weight when school restarts soon and I really hope I will not have this kind of Chinese New Year celebration anymore... I'm darn serious...