I will no longer cry just because people are no longer deserved for me to cry for. I won't let myself to be hurt over and over again just because of these people. Yes, I cried before. But it does not mean I'm fallen. I've finally discovered that I don't need friends who don't support and still discriminating me with their silly, so-called jokes. It may make me smile or sometimes even laugh from the outside but you'll never know that I'm offended from the inside.


I've not even begged people to do me a lot of favors before because I know I can handle things on my own. And I'm pretty sure that most people won't even lend me a hand even if I request one. And even if they do, they would sometimes end up showing frowns.

Growing up, I've now realized that people around me aren't worth my tears. I've also noticed that these people who I shed my tears for are not even willing to hear the words deep inside my heart. Even if they do, I know they would not believe everything I talked to be sincere enough for them. I just... know~

As a result, I've now learned a lesson not to be as gullible as I were before and it's like an alarm to remind me to battle for my own dignity. Life is still going on without them and I will never drop any single of my tears in front of these humans anymore... because there are more important things to cry for...