☼ The Dreamer's Diary ☼

So, all the assignments are already being started. And I can say it is quite weird for me this semester because all assignments in every subjects must be done in groups... Since there are quite a lot of uncertainties for me and my group members in order to do researches, we will have to ask our tutors for a consultation next week.

The 1st submission of assignment will be a combination of a slide presentation and a press comference about Barack Obama for the subject, Writing for Mass Communication on next Wednesday. Surprisingly, all my group members are boys and we expect an amusement because one of us has to take the role of Barack Obama's wife, Michelle.

And since that I have a whole new circle of friends to complete my assignment with, I won't have to sleep at any of my friend's room to complete the works at this semester, at least. I don't mean any offense but it will always be a lot lesser embarrassment for me to use their limited facilities in their rooms because they need the facilities more than I do. And it will be no arguments over the facilities with them just like the one that happened last semester.

Anyways, please do wish us good luck for the upcoming press conference. I'll stop here... heading out...

Maybe it's because of stress and my desperation for my dog, I dreamed of playing with him last night in a kitchen. Amazingly, I was able to feel the texture of his fur once again by patting him although it was just a dream. I saw him smiling as usual, showing me an expression that he is fine. I wasn't able to give him a last hug due to the ringing sound from my alarm clock at 6am... It was time for school...

I saw my dad squatting outside at the door frowning, holding his forehead with his left hand and a can of Beck's beer with his right hand. He kept quiet but he gave me some sign language that my pet dog has died being knocked down by a car at a highway near my house. I was shocked but at the same time, I was unable to show any facial expression... Then, I also saw both of my eldest sister's eyes were red and swollen a little because of crying.

Why? Why my dog has to be the victim of this tragedy? Couldn't that driver lower down his gear to let his fucking car slow down? Couldn't he just brake for the sake of sparring a life? I wonder what the driver's driving license is for when he already has the potential to knock down other lives... Now that he has taken my precious pet's life, he should be "blessed" with the upcoming tragedies awaiting him. I'm sure he will...

I'm feeling so emotionless today...

"Sometimes I Wish I Could Save You...

What's wrong with today? Well, nothing much has happened... But Midterm Examinations has started... I had a practical assessment for Web Page Design this morning then sat for Writing for Mass Communication in the evening. It is the fact that the practical assessment was overwhelming! I didn't study anything for it so I thought I would give up. Some classmates had arrived at computer laboratory before me and I found them turning pages and pages of notes just to do some "last-minute studies" before the assessment began. The tutor arrived about 9am and everyone were given 30 minutes time to complete the tasks. However, it was quite difficult for me to complete everything because I had forgotten some of the HTML codes like construction of horizontal lines and anchoring links. Although it was difficult, I managed to get 14 marks out of 20. Not so bad but isn't it surprising?

Instead of feeling nervous for the whole evening, it was quite relaxing for me to sit for the subject, Writing for Mass Communication. I knew that I have done some mistakes at answering a few questions but I've no regrets doing some flaws because I really didn't know what the answers were. I've learned a lot even during the examinations- really.

Surfed Internet spontaneously until I found a forum showing so called "A Famous Couple in Beijing" where a photo gallery of a Chinese gay couple is being featured inside. However, it makes me really curious what makes them famous. I know they might be gay, but that doesn't make any sense to make them famous. Not to mention some of my friends who are gays, bisexuals and lesbians, including myself, who is also a gay, do not even appear to be famous for being what we are. Even some celebrities including Ellen DeGeneres become famous because of their careers. Nevertheless, I'm suspecting the shorter "guy" who appears to be an "Uke" is actually a girl... or maybe it's just me... whatever... Click HERE for the forum for pictures...