☼ The Dreamer's Diary ☼

Love... What is that? For me, it's almost an impossible thing to be happened in my life. Like the shadows being cast out from the dark castles full of auras of the devils, it is seemed that it is very difficult to find the source of hope... the light from the deepest core of my heart. I do miss the sunshine of the pasts, but always wanted to ignore the tree of the childhood which has been striken by the thunder full of suffering souls in the Octagram Temple. But what I can only do is just keep walking in the prairies in front of my eyes where the diversities of irreversible roads of the future exist. How long do I have to walk in order to reach for a place where the eternal of true Love exists?

There was one time I stopped by at the backyard of the school during lunch, wondering why I always feel left alone although I have lots of friends. Now, being rejected by a lot of people who always has shown frowns on me is no longer a big deal just because of the false side of personality in me. I still don't know why I'm keeping my true self frozen inside me... What would they think about me if they had met my true form?

It rained outside again this afternoon. Whenever I see the raindrops falling from the infinite sky, I always feel that the paradise is crying for me to clean away the feeling of despair inside. The tapping sounds of the droplets that have fallen onto the ground has now become the most soothing melody that can only calm my heart. Maybe it is indeed true that the water has the ability of reflecting out the memories and emotions that has been kept for long time.

Besides, I have also realized the paths on the prairies are not that easy to be traveled on as the grasses with thorns of regrets grow faster and faster in time. I insisted and pushed myself forward to travel on my bare feet for further adventures in life to see my path of future life and career. I walk faster and faster but I never know where I'm heading to... What kind of destination will I end up one day? What kind of scenery will I able to see along the way? I don't know... but I want to know...

I never knew about this until I read a blog post from SexEtc.org. A mayonnaise commercial that shows two men kissing, raises controversy in UK. According to the article, it is supposed to run for five weeks , but Heinz pulled the commercial after just one week because some people who watched it felt it is inappropriate to see two men kissing. Fortunately, Heinz still decided to run the ad anyway. Watch the commercial below:

Do you actually know that this song by Don McLean actually describes Vincent Van Gogh, the famous artist's artworks? Enjoy the slideshow below:

Oh My God~ I can't believe it... I have actually bought my 1st acoustic guitar yesterday at the capital city!!! It just looks exactly as above... Thanks to Luke for introducing such a great shop that sells left handed guitar SET at quite low prices! Thanks to my dad for providing some money for me to buy one too... Now I have my own guitar to be used in school music club.

Final Examinations are coming near soon... I don't think I'll update posts that much during this month as I will be busy preparing for them as well as presentations and some final assignments. It is seemed that the school semester runs faster than what I expected... So that's it for now. Talk with you again soon!